haah ... what a topic to start with ...
new to blogging .. so don't know what to write ...
last time i tried it became a recipe book for 13 different cocktails ..
so now after revelation why i had written that .. i think i am on the verge of becoming a wino .. a drunkard ..
But the question is why do i drink ???
its not that I am sad or heart broken or anything .. Its like I dont have anything else to do and feel good about .. Life as it is has become monotonous and filled up with boredom.
Am I the one to be blamed ???
Or is it my job ???
or is it something else ..
Its not that I am an introvert or anything ..
I do talk to ppl a lot .. and can make friends very easily .. (putting that aside)
The thing is I really don't connect with ppl or may be can't anymore ..
Its like even talking to ppl over something totally new topic doesn't excite me any more ..
At one point of my life technology seemed interesting .. had to find out how things work ..etc etc .. i did that .. learned a lot but now don't feel like it anymore ..
That facet of me has died i guess .. don't feel like doing anything ..
feel like sleeping but can't sleep anymore ..
I loiter around in the nights ... don't know what i am missing .. what I should do to make this "boring" life a bit more exciting ..
going this way .. in a year or two .. i'll be like a walking zombie or something ..
zombie since neither it has any goal nor any destination ..
Can someone help me in this regards by giving me some idea...?????????????
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